~WALKING + ALONE = LOSER???~

BISMILLAH HIRRAHMAN NIRRAHIM

(DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YANG MAHA PENGASIH LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARRAHMATULLAH HIWABARATUH

(SALAM SEJAHTERA KEPADA SEMUA)

Sudah agak berkurun gak la aku x update blog nie. Sejak aku bli sebuah buku agak tebal untuk dijadi journal a.k.a diary. Haha, pelikkan laki da diary. Erm pelik ka??? Antum2 semua pandai la pikir sendiri. 

Well, since I bought that journal, a lot of things I wrote in it, most of them, segala2 benda masalah aku tulis dalam tuh, more correct term is reflective writing. Reflective writing nie actually macam menulis perkara yang berlaku pada hari tersebut, masalah yg timbul, how u manage it and muhasabah diri.

So dah sebab da journal, aku cam xtulis dah la blog. Hehe, aku buat srupa blog aku femez sangat. Tapi dalam journal mostly perkara yang seyezly personal n considered classified. X mark the spot CLASSIFIED. 

And blogging juz as a medium to share information, knowledge and a little bit of into my life, partially…hehe

Hehe, jap, apa kena ngena tajuk entry ngan aku x tulis blog lama dah. Hehe, tadi tu mukadimah jer, sekarang indepth of the topic.

Tadi, masa nak blik dari kampuz ke kolej, walaupun dalam duk beratuq, lining up to take the bus, I decided to walk when Ayesyah (Ayie) who was passing by saying that she wanted to walk to kolej. Bagaikan orang mengantuk disorong bantal, aku pon join la Miss Ayie, sebab, aku memang duk cari orang untuk jalan bilik kolej. Kalu jalan sorang2 rasa cam loser yang tak dak kawan n life la pulak. Hehe, padahal aku la orang yang selalu jalan kat tasek ttwangsa sebab xdak sapa nak teman.

Well, bila aku stated that walking alone is like a loser that has no life, ayie actually laugh. Dia kata, actually, it is normal kalau jalan2 sorang2 koz, everybody mesti nak some alone time.

She give me this one analogy, ‘ sometimes you must feel heaven gila when you are alone in your room without any roommate, and sometimes you must it’s like hell when you are alone’.  Tu bukan la correct anology  dia, sebab Ayie tak sebut pon perkataan heaven and hell, aku yang menambah…hehe

Ayie kata dia pernah keluar pergi shopping sorang2, tengok wayang2 sorang. And it is full feeling coz she some time alone and actually think.

Bila dia kata camtuh, it actually hit me, memang betul, aku bila jalan sesorang kat tasek, rasa cam tenang skit, rasa in peace (padahal dalam hati bergelora ngan emosi). Tapi memang betul la, very peacefull and memang boleh pikit sedikit.  Thinking and thinking.

Tapi bukan nak kata setiap masa nak alone time, sometime nak gak masa bersosial, nak da kawan untuk bersembang. There are certain time to be alone, and certain time to be with people. Hurm, lepas nie xnak kata dah la kalu jalan sorang tuh a loser without a life. The person just want to clear his mind and just need to be alone.

Thanks Ayesyah…. Y